Can't Stop. Won't Stop.

Nothing ever gets easier.

Tomorrow I’ll be 23. I graduate in 4 months.  Keepin my eye on the prize.  On my last day of 22, I wokeup, found the caretaker, played battlefield3, emails, party plan, homework and gonna finish off 22 with some drinks and friends.  It wasn’t a special day but somehow, my life continues to be perfect.  Let these goodtimes roll until my last breath.

Sometimes I feel like my friends don’t know me. How can they? I don’t tell em what’s going on. But nowadays what’s a real friend? And even if I told them, would they understand? The things that have happened in my life I would wish on no one. I just wish there was one person that I could trust with all my thoughts. I found that person, and she left me. So now I’m lost again.

I just wanted to ask how she’s been. What’s she up to now, and does she ever think about me. Probably should have done it when I’m sober and not at four in the morning. She deserves better then that.

I don’t wish for much in my life.  Just for everything to stay the same.  People that never go, happiness that never leaves, and tears that are never shed.  I’m grateful for everything in my life.